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Nothing in the world will ever compare to the feeling I got when my mom ran crying into my room and screamed “He’s DYING!” with tears in her eyes. I guess the only moment I can think of that was worse is when she cried out “He’s gone.”

Grandpa, I know that it was your time, and you put up many fights in your time here on earth, but I wish you didn’t have to go. Grandma misses you so much, but you taught her to be so strong, and I know she will make it through this. Whenever I’m with her, I can feel you there protecting her. She loves you so much… You are her whole world. And I can’t begin to imagine what she is going through, but every time I see her crumble, I crumble with her. You told me I have her eyes… so maybe I have a little bit of her soul too. 

It’s been 4 days since you passed, but they aren’t getting any easier. Seeing Grandma and my uncles, but no you to be seen, was so bizarre, and it really hit me that I’d never see the four of you together again. I sat at your place at the dinner table tonight, but I just felt guilty. I know you wouldn’t want me to feel that way, but since your death, everything I do feels morbid. Eating, showering, smiling, laughing, playing games, drinking, not drinking… it all feels wrong.

Again, it’s been four days, but the last time I saw you, you told me not to drink soda anymore, and I’m proud to say that I haven’t had even a sip since I left your hospital room. I intend to keep the promise I made to you for as long as I can, because I’m a human and capable of error, but I know that you loved me so much and wanted me to get healthy, so I’ll do it for you.

I love you, Grandpa.

I miss him too. Even though their house was full of family, it felt empty without him. RIP Grandpa. :(




Super Silky Summer Legs

Next time you are feeling down, about to binge, going on a date, or just need to pamper yourself, do this. I just did it and I can not stop rubbing my legs together. It feels like I paid for that over expensive pedicure at the salon.


  • 1 1/4 C Sugar (Yup, plain, good-ol’ white sugar)
  • 1/2 C Oil (I used olive oil, but you can use any oil, coconut oil, baby oil, canola oil)
  • 3 tablespoons Citrus (Lime or lemon)
  • 1-2 Razors
  1. Mix everything together in a bowl.
  2. Soak your legs in the tub for 5 minutes.
  3. Shave your legs.
  4. Rub some of this mixture all over your legs. The sugar will help rub off all dirt and dead skin. Rub, rub. Feels like a mini massage.
  5. Rinse it all off, shave again. I would use one razor per leg if you have two. You will be rinsing this razor a lot. I was GROSSED out by the amount of dead skin I was “shaving” off. It was insane! Trust me, you’ll see.
  6. Rub your legs again! Second coat of wax, oh yeah.
  7. Rinse off! You can use a mild soap to help get some of the oil off.
  8. Lotion your legs up, and feel the silkiness!

Now this isn’t just geared to ladies…. guys, if you want to get lucky, I suggest you offer to rub your ladies’ feet with this mix too. It feels awesome, and when you get lucky, you will be thanking me that her rough grandma feet aren’t cutting your legs, if ya know what I’m saying… hahaha.

I have silky arm pits too!!

Try it, I swear, You will want everyone to touch your legs.

I just tried this out and my feet feel like BUTTER now. It’s INCREDIBLE.

soooo good

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